And if there were a word to define this moment, here and now, it would be fear. Not an ‘I’m too scared to jump’ kind of fear, but the kind of fear that snaps at your heels, daring you to falter, stumble and lose ground. This kind of fear makes you wonder what the hell you were thinking when you packed up your life, sold your car, moved your best friend to another state and began spending money on ways to save you money. Go figure.
This kind of fear seeps in when spending too much time with negative people. Somehow, quite quickly, that heavy energy takes hold and you are dragging your feet, even if just a little.
Seven days until the now drips into the past, melding seamlessly into a future unknown, and so, indescribable. But then, the future always is.